breaking up

many of you would agree with me that breaking up is sux. it is sux big time! and to top it up, breaking up thru YM. why must this happened to me again and again? am i that bad? or am i a big time loser? whatever it is, i just wished that it was just a dream. hope to woke up and she is still there smiling at me. small stuff can be over-exaggerated. and because of this small thing, i am back to single status. i hate you!
why must i faced this? argh..! wish u all the happiness in this world...may u find the one who can give u happiness that you're looking for, the one who can listen to all your craps, the one who can be your so-called sidekick, the one who can do all your work, the one...whatever!

Ratu - Salahkah Aku Terlalu Mencintaimu
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Ku tatap dua bola matamu
Tersirat apa yang ‘kan terjadi
Kau ingin pergi dariku
Meninggalkan semua kenangan
Menutup lembaran cerita
Oh sayangku, aku tak mau

Ku tahu semua akan berakhir
Tapi ku tak rela lepaskanmu
Kau tanya mengapa aku tak ingin pergi darimu
Dan mulutku diam membisu

Salahkah bila diriku terlalu mencintaimu
Jangan tanyakan mengapa karena aku tak tahu
Aku pun tak ingin bila kau pergi tinggalkan aku
Masihkah ada hasratmu ‘tuk mencintaiku lagi

Apa yang harus aku lakukan
Tuk menarik perhatianmu lagi
Walau pun harus mengiba
Agar kau tetap di sini
Lihat aku duhai sayangku...

Ohh...dear god...take me away!